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It's rainy today, and the rose bushes in our yard are filling themselves in quite nicely, though untamed. 

Everyone everyone everyone has that photo of rain drops on roses. 

It never gets old. 


I don't know if I mentioned it yet, but I have officially painted my nails. I painted them black because I have never had black nails before.

I really like them, you can't tell when my nails are dirty paha.

Maybe I'll never share my tumblr blog. Maybe it'll be my own little secret forever.

I made a super huge glitter mess making a mother's day card for my mom. I am no longer responsible enough to use glitter. For anything, ever.

I had a wonderful plan to clean up the glitter and put it back in the container. No evidence.

Pahahahaha!

My new friend hasn't messaged me on Facebook yet this morning, and I'm too shy to message him first. Maybe we'll just wait to talk tomorrow at school.

I have to read a book today and write an essay for it tomorrow. It's not like me to care so much, but seriously, fuck my life. 

Remember how I told you guys about those guys who keep telling me and asking for my advice about their relationships and stuff? 

Well the one of them, Ben, has been annoying me all morning. He's been spamming me, asking, 'Sarah?' for the past... fucking all morning. 

Annoying and pathetic! 

I don't mean to sound so hateful. 

I might be going to the thrift store!

Now, I'm off to go through my friend's list and wish all of the teen moms happy mother's day!

I love you. 
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Saturday 12 May 12 05:10
I don't feel like getting my notebook out. The title is a typo I made recently that I laughed at for a while, with out reason. Who needs a reason to fucking laugh anyways.

So I'm not going to tell my new friend that I tried to find him on Facebook first. Kind of awkward.

The worst part about meeting people and making friends with them, is getting to know them. It takes forever! People can be quite the onion. Shrek reference!

He's asking me my hobbies, after a lull in our conversation on Facebook. Which means he wants to be my friend, guys! He really wants to be friends with lil' ole' me!

MY HEART SPARKLES ARE SPARKLING.

Insert gay and corny message here, such as, but my heart only beats for you, Tanner.

That is all.

I love you.
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I love fonts, I love design, I love typography. I have too many fonts.

A long while ago I blogged about a boy who looks my way almost every day after seventh period. As usual, today he looked my way, but this time! He stops me. He wanted to express his admiration for my t-shirt, my CAKE t-shirt. He also talked about how he likes listening to CAKE and some other fangirling stuff, all the while the heart sparkles were sparkling and my built in eye observatory observed the diamond encrusted almond eyes of his. His eyes are very newborn-infant shaped, with a soft curve shape and feathery bottom eyelashes. 

There are no eyes I don't fall in love with. Except for my own, of course, because I will always be an insecure teenager who wants everything she doesn't have.

Before I ran to English class, he asked me my name, and I asked for his in return. His name is Austin.

Guys! I made a new friend! And I didn't even have to try that much. Cross your fingers that he will be my new guy friend and replace that ole' worn-out one I call Sean. 

If he's not a senior this year, I'll ask him to be my locker buddy next year. 

Different topic now.

My English teacher was trying to put a sticker on my work to indicate I completed it on time, but the sticker fell from her finger. I said I liked the way it fell, the way it was so eager. Then she said something along the lines that I should be in writer's seminar next year because of my on-the-spot use of personification. Soon will she learn I personify everything.

It makes everything sound so funny and whimsy. 

'Twas brillig and the slithy toves
Did gyle and gimble in the wabe
All mimsy were the borogroves
And the mome raths outgabe

That took me forever to conjure from memory; I had to use Google for the first and last line of that verse. My browser's spell check underlined almost all of those words. Not a Jabberwocky fan, I can tell.

I'm sorry I've done two text posts in row now. Been lazy.

I love you.
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My guy friend Sean, though self-destructive and naive, is my friend. But there is a line I don't like that he crosses, the line between friends and best friends. I don't want to be his best friend any more. 

I'll be a sisterly figure. 

He just blabs on and on about his girlfriend and their problems and her pain and his pain. They're technically not supposed to be together, because of her dad. But they're making it work. 

My best friend Katie, she is the cutest thing I ever did meet. Her mom prohibits her from dating a certain someone, and they've been battling that all school year. Recently they decided to break up so they wouldn't get in trouble. Now Katie is dating another guy, and her previous certain someone is torn up about it. 

Both Sean and Katie's ex boyfriend (his name is Ben) come to me with their despair and list what makes them so sad and asks me what I can do or say. 

I honestly don't know, my friends. I don't know what to tell you. My inbox on Facebook is blowing up, both of them going on and on about their lady friends and their ripped-apartness from each other. 

I don't know what it's like to be torn from someone I love. I don't know how someone should deal with that.

And Sean is so fucking superficial about every fucking thing. At least Ben is more realistic.

"Sarah? Are you there?"

"Yea, I'm here. Sorry."

I'm putting them to the side and blogging. I'll read what they have to say but I can't help them out.

Brighter note!

Tanner's mom bought glitter for me! I'm so excited! You'll see what comes out of it.

Tanner had to work later hours today, as well as tomorrow and Friday. So I've been at his house, on his laptop and their couch. Mostly sleeping and eating. It's kind of boring waiting on Tanner to get home, but the longer I wait for him, the more excited I am to see him, like a puppy.

My favorite part of every day is seeing my Tanner!

I'm going to go make glittery creations now.

I love you.
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"When I say underarm, I don't mean armpit. I mean under arm." -my Dear Elizabeth

Today was a wonderful day and I have nothing to blog about.

I have been patient with the growth of my nails, and I have decided to paint them. I'll do it tomorrow, though.

I'm going to ask Tanner's mom for glitter. She buys me stuff and stuff. I'll also need glue. 

Every time I think I got a great photo, it's blurry or something. 

I made a tumblr, but I'm still kind of tweaking it. I want it to be perfect when I show it to you.

People seem impressed with my amateur spanish speaking. I'm working on it.

Photo time. 


A very important location in my life. This was taken the night of the super moon.

I'm sorry I'm being so random. 

Fuck, I need to do laundry. So bad. I'm going to train a dog to gather laundry for me. 

I also have a book to read. Cross your fingers for me. Or do it for me. 

Photo time.


I love love love these particular whatevers that blossomed every where some time ago, and are now dying.

I love you.
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